My friend Kaopao is a veritable stuffed toys bear fan. She is willing to spend money to buy each value of the eye doll bear. The toy bears has occupied a corner of her room like a mountain in the years after "The accumulating of love". The sheer number is enough to hold a small stuffed toy show. Although there are many collections,Kaopao always special liking for a bear which in Christmas outfit. This small stuffed toys bear is called "Xuer", it has spent more than ten years to accompany her, even though she already say goodbye to the childhood, even though more than ten years to make Xuer blad and mouth askew, it still is a constant companion of her home and travel.
To be honest, I really scared when I saw Xuer for the first time. At that time, Kaopao was my college roommate. Moved into the dormitory for the first nigh, we said good night for each other before the lights out.In the dim light, I looked at her took out a red teddy bear from the bag,it likes a baby in her arms and used very very gentle tone to it said"Good night, Xuer". At that moment, my mind only cycled with an idea, "Her mind is a little bit problem?" The fact proved that Kaopao certainly didn't have mental problems. Whenever I protested"If an adult conversation with bear a bit weird", she always made with a natural and unrestrained expression of "You are not a kindred spirit"."This is called a childlike innocence".
Lived together in four years,I also offed by assimilation under her stuffed toys bear offensive. Shopping, go to the library, dine out, I gradually accustomed to accompanied with a person and a bear. I love photography and also becamed a Xuer's exclusive photographer. In my camera lens,variety of scenery is Xuer that nose crooked mouth oblique face's foil, like spring water, summer flower, autumn leaf and winter snow. Looking at those pictures, I said to Kaopao:"I also was infected by you and not normal".This time, she smiled very treacherous:"Show that you already have this potential, congratulations you find the childlike innocence!"
After graduation, each of us took to the job, but "childlike innocence" is never changed. Each time meeting for dinner,Kaopao will put the Xuer on the table when ordering. Compared with her dignified and imposing, I always didn't consciously be aware of the attendant expressions and occasionally get some doubt surprised eyes.
"Look, people scared by you." "She is not a kindred spirit." "What kindred spirit, just you like"schizophrenia",also give me to infect." "Who said that, of course not only me. And this is not "schizophrenia", this is "childlike innocence!" She turned to Xuer, “Right,Xuer ?"
In fact, I know. Stuffed toys bear fan of childlike innocence certainly not only a Kaopao, and her" kindred spirit" also a lot.
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